To leave my job?

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I’ve worked in education for nearly 30 years. It’s not the same job that I went into - the pressures are different and the lack of respect from children and parents makes it very stressful. I’m on ADs, can’t get through an evening without a glass of wine, dread going to work etc. Last night DH said that he’s fed up of seeing me like this and that I don’t need to go to work. I could leave and then look for something else without any time pressures.
Half of me feels so relieved, the other feels like a failure. There are some lovely aspects of the job and some people I would miss. Pls the fact that I’ve never not had a job - since I was 15. I only had 3 months mat leave. Plus I have no idea what to do with the rest of my life! Should I just stick with what I know or quit??

You're not a failure. You've worked there for 30 years, that's an amazing achievement. If you don't need to work, leave and do something you enjoy. If you like young people do something with them or volunteer. Life is too short to be miserable and drinking wine every night isn't good for you physically or mentally

Quick update! I spoke to my friend about getting something work and she basically offered me a job with company! Groups of up to six, and only a few hours to start off with. Am handing my resignation in tomorrow. Thanks for all the advice and positive comments.

I'm really glad you have decided to take the plunge. Wishing you the best of luck