I have a chesty virus or an infection and constantly coughing, I’m also run down so I can’t really work without spluttering everywhere plus I just feel so exhausted.
but I can’t help feeling so incredibly guilty, I’ve got a high workload as work in a pressured role and there’s no resilience which is rubbish and I’m having to miss important meetings today and no one else can do it so they’ve had to be rescheduled.
There’s never a good time to be off as if it’s not this is something else just the nature of my job but I can’t shift this feeling of anxiety.
should I have just sucked it up and worked even though I feel unwell? I don’t take much time off and usually work if I’m feeling crap but I just couldn’t do it today, just so worried.