AIBU to feel on the brink of a complete breakdown through horrific sleep deprivation.
I'm desperate to sleep. Feel like I'd do anything to be able to sleep. I snore SO LOUDLY that I wake myself up multiple times an hour, every hour, all night.
Tonight I've counted each time my horrific snoring has woken me up and so far I've got to 72 times. The noise is unbelievably loud inside of me and I don't even know where the noise is coming from exactly. It's SO LOUD it's unbelievable. I even think my neighbours must hear me through the wall.
I can't go on like this. I have to go to work in 2.5 hours and I've woken up 72 times. Irx like this every night and I can't cope, I'm crying, it's like torture.
My friends have invited me for a night in an air b and b house for a birthday celebration in July, we'd have to share bedrooms, a couple of us per bedroom, and I'd absolutely love to go, but I've had to make up an excuse and say no because of my phenomenally absurdly loud snoring, I would keep the friend I'd be sharing with awake all night and probably friends in other rooms too.
My DH can't sleep with me, he sleeps in another room to get away from the noise and he STILL gets woken up by my noise from a different room.
I've got no quality of life. I feel ill with exhaustion all the time. My immune system is shot to pieces. I look ill every day from exhaustion. I spend every day feeling like I'm on a different planet from sheer sleep deprivation.
I actually can't go on like this, I'm dying to sleep. I'd give anything.
I don't drink alcohol.
I don't smoke.
I'm not overweight.
What is wring with me???