Really Jealous

[NewMummyJelly1]

I'm going to preface by saying I know I probably am being unreasonable here. I'm not the only one who feels/felt this way?

I'm really jealous of the person covering my maternity leave at work. It's on my mind a lot. I worry that they're doing my job better than I do it. I worry my boss likes them more than they like me. I worry they are getting on better with my colleagues that I do and that my co-workers will be disappointed when I return to work.

Please tell me I'm not the only one who's had this? I worked hard to get to where I am career-wise and Iove my job and I hate having this anxiety now that I've never had before!

I don't think yabu, it's insecurity and when you look at how pregnant women can get screwed over, it's understandable.

BUT, you're clearly career-driven and I'm inferring you've had some success in your career, none of which will be undeserved. Have more faith in yourself. Your cover is just holding the fort, but it's your show.

Are you confident in your own abilities?

Totally understand - I have the same worries but I think I'm being silly!