I’m also an HOD and a Mum to 2 young children.
On my timetable it looks as though I have 5 free periods per week, but I’ve only had this once this academic year. Most weeks I have to cover 2 lessons, and other weeks it has been 1 lesson. Most weeks therefore I only get 3 hours PPA, which for an HOD is just not correct. Any time I raise this issue with the person who arranges cover and my line manager, they tell me I’m under allocation and therefore they’ll use me in this way.
I’m now in talks with the union about the above, and about a couple of other things I don’t want to mention on here.
I also have a tutor group 5 days per week for 30 minutes each time.
Each week we have:
A 10 minute briefing.
1.5 hours of CPD & meetings
Every fortnight there is also some kind of meeting for HOD’s.
They keep on telling me I need to run an after school club, but I keep on telling them I can’t fit it in, especially due to my own childcare needs.
I am working every single night at home for at least 2 hours, but usually for about 4 or 5 hours from 9pm until 1 or 2am. If I’m too tired to get it all done and start dozing, I set the alarm on my phone for 4am and go to sleep and get up at 4am and do some work.
The behaviour and attitudes of the majority of the people I am supposed to teach are atrocious. Most of the time I cannot get the class to be quiet so that I can give a basic instruction or actually try and teach them something. I’ve been told to fuck off more times in this school than in my whole teaching career.
There is no TA support available despite three quarters of my students in most of my classes having SEN and/or behavioural needs.
I really can’t go on like this, mentally and physically it’s draining and I’m ill as a result.
I’m looking for another job. I’m desperate to escape teaching altogether, but I need to earn a least £48,000 to make this dream a possibility. I have applied for a number of education-related roles that are non-teaching, but I don’t even make the shortlist. Most of the salaries for non-teaching roles who expect you to have been a Teacher are so much lower than Teacher salaries, so most of them I can’t apply for as sadly there’s nothing left for my family and I to cut back on.
I feel utterly desperate and completely depleted. I just don’t smile anymore.