I have gone through stages like this before but never this badly.
I've only had 3 serious boyfriends and have felt this way with each of them but not like this
I do not want to have sex at all. I don't want to be touched and want to avoid being in bed together.
He's made me move extremely fast as in he wants to stay every night then makes me feel guilty I want my space. I'm asking him to go home tonight and I can imagine he will be pissy about it
When I do want to have sex he will say nah it will be tomorrow anyway "because I can't turn it on and off". Which is my own words. He will go get your clothes off and I absolutely do not want to and I hate it's expected of me. It might be his lack of starting sex in a way that's slightly appealing like just telling me to take my top off is annoying almost. Then he goes nah it will be tomorrow before anything anyway. Which just repulses me so much. He will make comments if he doesn't get sex daily which repulses me too. I've spoken about it im not a robot I don't just want sex on demand etc
The strangest thing is I'm constantly dreaming about sex just not with him
But right now I'm disgusted by sex and I think it's from him starting it in a way which doesn't do anything for me then expecting it and making comments when I don't want to.