I want to go. I have probably 20 years left on this planet. I would rather join their community I’d rather see the amazing wildlife they have, I’d rather come home to their amazing ecological wonders and their community than dwindle here at the confines of what my culture calls freedom. I’ve always felt outside of what my culture calls normal . I’ve been beaten and abused and made terrible choices based on survival , and I can’t help feeling that my life choices would have been better in a place like this, I would have been kept safe. I want to take my children. I want to live among a community that takes its kids lives seriously. I want to be there where everyone matters. I sit in north London now, but I believe my kids would be better off in Rwanda. I want to go home.