I'm a junior doctor who 'specialises' in psychiatry. Due to having a young family, entering training is not the right thing for me to do currently. For those who do not know much about the training pathways, these tend to involve moving around a lot, a fairly high out-of-hour burden, keeping a portfolio and revising for exams. I just can't make this work around my family, my husband's job (involves a lot of travel) and the childcare I have access to.
For the last few years, I've worked as a locum at my local psychiatric hospital. I've worked pretty much full time and gone well above my designated hours and work load. In particular, in addition to my usual responsibilities, I've taken on the physical health needs for a lot of patients and (I think!) made some real progress. This is something that can get overlooked in psychiatry.
I am perfectly happy with my pay but for context, I am not one of the mega-rich locum doctors the newspapers talk of. I earn around £23/hour and obviously have no sick pay or AL. Several times I've been approached about having a full time non-locum role for around £32k. I've always been really enthusiastic about this but there has never been the funding.
Anyway, I've recently been told that they don't need me anymore as they have a new physician's associate. I'm really sad and hurt. I've gone above and beyond for this job. I can't understand how there is funding for a PA who will earn more than I would have done and can't do a lot of what I can do. They won't be able to prescribe (I spend a lot of time prescribing and dealing with very heavy duty psychiatric medications) or detain patients (I perform emergency detentions under the MHA not infrequently). They won't have the same medical background I have to manage the physical health of the patients. I just can't really understand what they can do that I can't!
This isn't a problem unique to me. Lots of junior doctors locum not because they want lots of money (as the media might tell you) but because they can't make training work - or, in many cases, because there aren't enough training positions at all! Many of these positions are now being replaced by PAs. I know people who have left medicine because of it and now, I think I might have to too.
AIBU to be so hurt and sad and think it's just not fair?