Pregnant with my last 3rd baby, getting induced next week due to health reasons.
We always wanted to have a 3rd but I am starting to doubt our decisions now.
It was a very very difficult pregnancy, spent the last 4 weeks in hospital, was very excited at first but now all I think is the DREAD.
I have everything ready for the baby but cant look at the nursery at the moment, the dread feeling is instant even when I touch my belly.
I am already on 100mg of setraline for my anxiety which I started taking not long before I have fallen pregnant with this baby but I feel like I am experiencing what I can only describe as baby blues but before giving birth!
This started exactly 1 week ago, I cant help but feeling sad.
I already had an appt with perinatal health team but I haven't found them helpful.
I wonder if this is normal ?
is this due to the shift of hormonal imbalances ?
I am worried that it will only get worse once baby is actually here :(
anyone have experienced something like that before giving birth or in the last trimester ?
AIBU to be feeling this way hence is what we wanted ? I feel so emotional :(((