I am a high functioning but generally anxious person and I think I have always been since a child.
But work has always been my biggest cause of anxiety. I generally have no self confidence and suffer with imposter syndrome. I am a different person at work than I am home. I've tried to change this and hoped it would be different with new jobs but it's just who I am, I work through it and it's ok.
So this means that I feel like I only get one day a week (Saturday) where I am truly myself. I feel lighter, so relaxed, everything just feels great - I can't describe it but it's just a total change in my being!
Sunday I feel somewhere in between, still lighter but the Sunday scaries creep in early.
Does anyone else feel like this? I wish I could bottle up that Saturday feeling!