I have no one to talk to in real life about this- and I feel a bit embarrassed about having a friendship issue at nearly 50!
Context (short) my much loved best friend who I thought was like a sister to me has really cooled since I became happier and not suicidal/ depressed. It's been a long road of recovery for me and really hard but since being happier she just can't cope with it. She's really backed off. I inherited some money as a result of a traumatic double bereavement. I've been able to buy a house (small) with no mortgage. She keeps bringing up that I now 'don't have to think about money anymore and she does' but we only ever go for cheap things like coffees - often even free things like walks. I find it so upsetting - firstly, I would give it all back if it meant I had my family back, secondly, I'm now comfortable but certainly not immensely wealthy and I still need to be aware of money.
I don't really know what I want anyone to say - I just have no one to talk to in real life about it!