Blood is boiling already. Chain smoking today when I had almost stopped. Rage bubbling away under the surface.
It’s a remote hearing so I’m trying to practice a poker face in the mirror rather than a cat hissing face.
This is the 4th hearing in a 20 month case. Stakes are very high and we’ve lost most of the case already with an extremely bias Judge who has broken the court’s own protocols. Likely we are going to have to appeal the decision which will cost £000s and at least another year unless we get a small win tomorrow. Other side has a top barrister, one our side it’s just little old me.
I’m actually so stressed out about it, I’ve been considering just not logging on but I have to.
Got a box of Valium left from when I had sciatica a few years ago but they’re out of date. WIBU to take a few? Unfortunately I cant stand the taste of alcohol or I’d down a few gins before we start (although it does start at 10am)!