As the title says I'm done with my fucked up life, everything is going wrong. I'm so supportive to everyone and there well being and my own just gets neglected for so long. I people please and try to fix every other person and I get left with nothing I feel numb. I deal with my partners mental health I do everything for him and in return I'm just the punching back when he feels low (all the time) I've been living this was for so long I can't think anymore. I have no more tears to cry, I don't feel. I'm sick of waking up every single fucking day to mental abuse because he's in a mood about something. And I constantly get told I'm not supported enough. And oh yeah I'm also having an emotional/ sexual conversations with another man another thing to add to my problems. (Don't feel to sorry for DP he's done it to me more than once) and I can't stop because it's the only thing that makes me feel good. My life's a mess. im a mess. I don't know how to handle it it's out of control I'm done