Honestly it's like being in some sort of half dead state today. I just want to sleep to avoid feeling anything.
I have so much to do and rationally they are all things I know I want to do, but how do I do them?
I'm just zapped. I hate being this way. I don't even understand how there are things out there I know I'm interested in and want to do, but cannot actually do them? Make it make sense.
I'm chronically ill with 2 autoimmune conditions and ADHD so never sure what is "genuine" fatigue, what is executive dysfunction, and what is depression?
All I know is it is worse after I ovulate until I get my period, like a mild kind of PMDD. I'm not being flippant when I say that, it takes me to a very dark place where I feel utterly worthless, and emotionally paralysed as what's the point?
What helps you do anything when you feel overwhelmed and drowning?