I'm doing my post grad in social work. Worked hard for 5 years to get my degree in something more general. This is my final year and final placement.
Last placement was with a voluntary agency and was more like support work I was doing. Intensive contact with service users, helping them manage day to day life, attending court and appointments, doing risk assessments and care plans. I loved every second of it. It was such a positive experience and my confidence just grew.
However, I'm now on my second week of a statutory placement. And I just don't think I can do it. I feel like they're speaking a different language (although getting to grips with the acronyms now), I find it so intense and just feel like it's so much responsibility. I know I am protected as a student but I am worrying about when I qualify and whether I'm up for the job. I have been flung in the deep end, have been allocated cases and have had to do visits alone. I haven't even shadowed a visit on this placement, just done visits myself. Is this usual because it's my last one?
Also in the office the social workers were talking today about how they're working 60 plus hours a week to get everything done and are only getting paid for 37.
I honestly don't know if I can do this. It would be a shame to quit now though. Is this usual nerves for just starting somewhere? Or a sign it's all been a waste of time?