And I really shouldn’t be
it is not the right time, in fact it is a bad time, mortgage about to go up and not over the worst childcare wise and absolute killer dream hols booked for 6 months. I know all of this BUT
BUT, DH and I were a bit careless contraception wise this last month or so. My cycle has been a bit all over the place (work stress) enter pregnancy panic, think i must’ve ovulated much later in my normally fairly regular cycle so it’s something like cycle day 58 now. I’ve tested and it was a negative and I didn’t think I’d feel this way but I’m absolutely gutted. It’s not the reaction I thought I’d have but I can’t help how I feel. I know all of the above reasons but still I feel disappointed. I know as I’ve already had 2 successful pregnancies both conceived naturally if we should try to ttc it ‘should’ be relatively straight forward. But I still feel disappointed.
i don’t know why. Anyone else