I'm 35, in a job that's on 2 weekly shift rotation, antisocial hours, 32.5 hours a week, 32k a year. Not sure there's anything better in this field.
Just finished paying off debt, but still renting and only now having a good shot at decently saving. Never been in a long term relationship and not even been in an exclusive one. Had some situations with someone who turned out to already have a wife and with someone who lived abroad, that's it. I'm not very confident with intimacy related things despite wanting it. Lost a load of weight, left with horrible skin but has given me confidence on the outside but feel like it's still a bit late for that. Feels like I should be where I'm at now when I was 25 at the latest.
Want nothing more than to be a mum, seems unlikely to be able to just decide to do it solo based on my job and finances. Feels like randomly succeeding with a partner in the very near future to the point we could even be trying for a baby is slim, especially when fertility will have already dropped for me.
Feels like I've tried to get my life on track and when I finally have, it was for nothing, as I'll never get to be a mum.