quick rundown of my situation. i am in the RAF, as is DH. I've got 5 weeks of mat leave left. whilst being on mat, my DH has been posted south england. i'm still based in n orth scotland, so we've moved our house south. in 5 weeks i've got to go back to north scotland, without my DS. i'm dreading it. then, in july, i'm going away for 4 straight months, to the falklands, and will be unable to see my ds at all. can someone please please reassure me that my ds won't be ruined for life because of my decision to go back to work, in the job that i do. i feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders and really need to talk about this. i get too upset when talking to dh.