I feel dead inside

[Stressedafff]

Just that. Wanting to vent really

I have the worst luck ever, nothing ever goes right, I’m stuck in a horrible abusive relationship where I’m treading on eggshells, I’ve lost my family through this and only way I got them back is lying the relationship is over

I have no friends, no hobbies, no life. Im depressed and miserable, I don’t find any joy in activities and whenever I try it just fails
I love my DD but I’m a lazy parent unless I make the upmost effort.

And that’s the be all and end all, I just feel dead inside

Why are you stuck in the relationship?

Why are you stuck in it ?

Don't be afraid to Talk to your family

They might help you escape

Ditch the partner (I know it’s not easy but focus on that first). Think about anti depressants. Make small changes. This time next year things could be so different but you can’t run a mile with a millstone around your neck.

Why are you stuck and how old is your child

So change your situation.

Small changes lead to big changes.

You need to end the relationship for real. Will the family you mention give you somewhere to leave? Are you s ared for your wellbeing of he catches you? You need to speak to women's aid

As above. End the relationship. Tell family (if they are likely to be supportive) what's going on. If he won't leave, move in with family if you can. Anything to get away from him as this will only get worse.

You sound depressed.

Why are you stuck in the relationship. I think you’ll find if you leave it most of your bad feelings will go away. I’m not saying it’s easy to do and it’s not easy to live if it comes with money worries but at least you can breathe.