I take Diazepam roughly 6 times a year at a dose of 7.5mg to attend a hospital clinic where I have a procedure and scan I cannot cope with otherwise it is extremely distressing and terrifies me out of my wits. This is every few months. Then for example I took it for my root canal at the dentist. Meaning since last summer I took it 6 times.
Obviously it is common knowledge that benzodiazpines are incredibly addictive and bad news. However I thought I was OK in my usage as I don't feel a temptation to take it daily. Now I have read that there is a link to dementia which is so scary.
Am I just totally fucked now am I massively increasing the odds of dementia? I honestly don't know how else to cope with my hospital appointments or if I need another root canal beta blockers don't help that type of panic for me at all.
How can I resolve it is there any other safer medication for these situations?