Name change obviously & really unsettled.
At school & at work & through friends of friends I've only ever come across a type of man. Tbh they are all typically very similar in how they look, think or dress. They share great qualities and similar flaws.
Last week I met someone who would not typically be my type. He is from abroad, and has worked incredibly hard tor his achievements. He is from a working class background and he is the most intelligent man I've ever sat with.
We were meant to have a 30 mins meeting and ended up spending 4 hours together and only because the place was closing. The conversation flew, we had lots to talk about and to share. He made me feel like I could be a better person.
I can't even describe how I felt but I've never felt those feelings before. I just felt like I didn't want the night to end and that I could have stayed with him talking there forever. I'm pretty sure he felt the same way.
This made me question everything I've done before and how somehow I've missed out on knowing another type of men...
I think I have a crush on him. There is no real way of acting on it. Right person but maybe wrong timing.