Hi all
I'm worrying about the cost of an adhd assessment privately and the medication aspect
I'm wanting an assessment as I know I have adhd it's blindingly obvious to anyone who has any relationship with me
I have been looking into private assessments because I am really not coping at the moment
Im under pressure and I've had a very hard decade. I was prescribed pain killers for years and then medical cannabis and I feel that I am reliant on those items because I can't sit with my thoughts nor cope with the fact I'm a total mess and disorganised
I have nice aspects but I don't want to focus on those bits right now
In my obsessive state I have only ever given medication a positive consideration. I have just believed that it would work for me and it's what I need. That's why I want the assessment. My husband just said to me, what happens if the medicine is awful for you?
I didn't even think about that
Any wisdom? Aibu to want an assessment with the total view of being medicated to cope? Is this sustainable?
Don't roast me because I'm tearful but can you please be honest with me if you have any advice
Thank you xx