Hate my job and one of my co workers in particular as she is so miserable and critical. Thinking about work depresses me hugely. Even time off doesn't help as I find myself worrying about going in.
Been trying to look for other work but no luck and hard because many people all going for the same. Don't want go into too much detail as it may be outing but it is becoming soul destroying looking all the time.
I have no friends, no partner, haven't been on holiday in absolutely years, nothing to look forward to. Health issues which include mobility and energy issues. 38 and ageing rapidly, grey hair, thinning, weight gain. No self esteem. Critical and/or disnterested family members. I am a joke. Feel so very down and fed up of it. Nothing good ever seems to come to me no matter what I do. There must be something wrong with me. 😔