Sorry for using AIBU when I don’t really have a question, I’m just worried to the point I feel so unwell!
im waiting on my university results and overall degree classification. It was supposed to be released last week but was delayed and apparently we will find out today/tonight/tomorrow morning.
I feel physically sick with nerves. The idea that someone out there knows my results which could have a huge impact on my life is terrifying. I’m supposed to be starting my graduate job in 2 weeks which will be withdrawn if I fail as I won’t be able to graduate until winter.
i studied as hard as I possibly could and it’s been an unbelievably rough year for a multitude of reasons. I just don’t want to let down my family or my boyfriend or myself and im terrified I’ve failed and ruined everything.
I wasn’t anxious after the exams as the results seemed so far away but now they are actually coming and it’s hit me today like a tonne of bricks. I have barely eaten today and have spent it pacing and anxiously checking my emails every 10 seconds. This is like my A level results day stress x1000.
I want the results quickly to get this misery over with, but equally I don’t want them at all. I’ve got the house to myself tonight so I can have some space to either celebrate or commiserate, and I know nobody on here can help specifically but I feel like I’m going to throw up with nerves. I hate this all so much 😥