Hi all just looking for some perspective.
long time lurker and I am borderline emotional breakdown today so just needed some advice.
I am self employed in a relatively new business (7/8 months it’s been going). UC all informed of everything, I report my income and expenses every month and they pay a certain amount towards my childcare.
I have struggled and worked so so hard to get my business off the ground (customer facing). I love what I do and have worked so hard to build a client base etc. my business isn’t really turning over a profit yet and I do rent a space (necessary) so there are some other expenses involved. My best month before expenses I made about £1300. I have built it up from absolutely nothing.
out of absolutely nowhere UC decide they are not paying my childcare anymore because I “don’t work” and I quite - other people’s taxes shouldn’t have to pay for my lifestyle. Which is not only incredibly offensive but also very cruel.
My child now can’t go into nursery as the fees are so far overdue which means I am having to cancel clients left right and centre and my business has as a result made no income at all this month. My business is on the brink of collapse and it’s everything to me. I have called them every day, multiple times and no one can help except for to offer me an appointment mid July as they have “nothing sooner” for me to “prove” I work and have a premises. My business will have long collapsed by July due to the rate I’m having to cancel clients at.
what can I do? I feel completely powerless and my business had been set to make a lot of money this month. I have no one to have my children in the day time so I can work and I’m literally feeling like I’m having a breakdown due to the stress. Am I in the wrong here? Am I not classed as working because they have taken everything from me and I’m struggling to salvage this with no childcare to send her too.
sorry for rambling and bad spelling but I’m crying my eyes out