Group of friends from school (7 of us, now in our 30s)
We meet every 2 or 3 months as we are all spread out now, but for whatever reason I seem to be the only person not in the group chat. I can't place any particular reason why I wouldn't be included but I'm not. It could be something as simple as they set it up all together when I wasn't there one time or perhaps something else. As far as I am aware I am always included in their meets as they always refer to the "last time" we all got together which I was invited to.
They openly talk about conversations they have in the chat in front of me almost as if they forget I'm not included in it and due to this sometimes I feel like I'm the last to hear news etc.
Would it be weird to bring this up? I was thinking of mentioning to my closest friend in the group in a very casual way but is this too awkward?