To hate how I look?

[Ginturkey]

I am currently on holiday. It’s warm here so I‘m wearing shorts and t shirts or dresses. And every time I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror I just want to cry. I look disgusting. My arms especially look so large. I don’t want DH to take photos of me. After an afternoon at the pool I cried (discreetly).

I know I‘m not big. I‘m 5‘6“ and 10 stone. But I feel hideous.

I’m so tired of feeling this way. Before I had children I was 8.5 stone and felt exactly the same.

Very few people have amazing figures, but it seems impossible that your body looks hideous at that weight.

Beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder. Hopefully you can learn to like what you’ve got. Maybe think of everything you’ve achieved with growing actual humans!!