Hi I don’t usually post. I am fuming… and I need reassurance as sad as that sounds to be justified on how I feel. We have 3 kids, 2 have autism one is one verbal. My hands are full, been waiting for a council house for a long time and finally got one, it has nothing no carpet wall paper half stripped off. Which I was kind of expecting.
I just found out I’m pregnant (I can not go through with it my hands are full my coil failed, and am in a bit of a state about that)
so we got a decorator iv used a large part of my budget on this, which I couldn’t really afford as was, my DH been dealing with it, and it was finished this morning, he paied with out looking around properly I had the kids, couldn’t take them with wet gloss around.
So I got to see it this evening and I’m in tears, I can’t believe how much Iv paid for this, he hasn’t stripped off wall paper or even the borders that was half torn off. And just painted over them.. I made very clear to other half that it had to be removed. He got paint on the big wooden window frames on large parts, and parts have been missed…. I feel like Iv been robbed. I wanted to do myself, but Iv so bloody tired with this pregnancy that I don’t have any energy, and have been struggling to stay awake. Iv never had this extreme exhaustion from being pregnant before it is horrible. amd trying to keep up with my kids is just killing me off just now.
I just needed one thing to go right. I know im overly emotional just now, but can’t stop crying. Iv lost with DH for not checking first before handing over money… blinds are getting fitted on Tuesday (odd sizes had to get made which was more cost) flooring is getting fitted on Wednesday, and we move in on Thursday. Iv been saving for a few years I needed a home that could be adapted for my youngest so we was known we would be getting moved at some point.
I’m sorry I’m ranting, I just needed one thing to go right for once.