On my arse today. Life basically consists of being screamed at all day by my baby. Running around after older dc who are lovely but don't give a shit about me and just look at their phones. Work in a job where I'm undervalued and overlooked. Bicker with dh daily about mundane shit because we are both knackered and at capacity with life's demands. I have no help. My mum is an alcoholic so that's like having another child to worry about in many ways. My lovely supportive dad is dead. My house is never clean and tidy because there aren't enough hours. We are always cold despite being skint because all of our money goes on bills.
I have a lot to be grateful for in life but today I'm just thinking is this it? Really? Where is the time for enjoyment and experiences? There's no time or money or even any inclination by the time I've finished doing everything. It's really shit. Anyone else?