I’ve posted previously, i am a healthcare worker in a private company.
I am tired and miserable.
I am the only full time worker, my boss works 2.5 days a week. I am seeing 4 or 5 clients each day.
A number of things are really getting on top of me:
- I have conducted assessments on Thursday and Friday afternoon, I need to write reports but because I have 4/5 clients a day I have no time to do this. My boss says I need to block time out, but also pressures me into seeing as many clients as I can. My backlog is huge, I’m working at home to catch-up, I never feel like the day is long enough
- I get to work around half an hour early every day. This is never remarked on or I’m never thanked. But if I leave 5 mins early, I’m in trouble.
- She told me I’d never have more than 5 clients a day but she’s booked a 6th one in for me
- Every single new referral that comes through is booked in with me. I asked for one favour for her to take one on but she said she’s too busy in her personal life.
- We have someone on work experience, without consulting me in advance she told her she will be shadowing all my sessions.
- She told me I need to communicate when I am struggling, but when I said I am overwhelmed she said I need to be more resilient.
- I asked to go on a course, worth around £50. But she said we can’t afford it. My requests keep being ignored. But then, she’s gone on a course, buying new equipment and is now advertising for a new role.
- I’m being paid for a healthcare role but also between all this have to answer the phones, take new enquiries, do my invoices, send over payment and even chase up people who haven’t paid. No mention of a pay rise for these things.
- She has uni students, but she goes home and leaves them with me for the majority of the week.
I don’t know if I’m just being silly but I feel so burnt out. Is this all normal? I’m considering looking for a new job but I’m unsure if it’s just me.