I know I probably am but honestly every single in my life just seems to go wrong and I really don't think I can take anymore. Just lately, my psychiatrist cancelled my appointment 4 months ago and I still haven't heard anything since, I got an appointment for my eldest after a years wait to be told that she really would benefit from an operation but cant get funding on the NHS because the criterias so strict so id have to pay privately which I cant afford, I finally got someone to listen to me about my daughters possible ADHD and felt so great that someone was listening to me at last and agreed that she needs a referral - only to get a text to say the referral process has changed and now I need to go back to the school who aren't supporting her at all and seem perfectly happy with the fact that she's struggling even though they've told me outright that she won't pass her sats and basically seem to be doing nothing other than telling me to do more with her. I do as much as is humanly possible but it's not enough, I was going to have the windows in my flat sorted at long last (it's been 4 years!) But then the keys apparently didn't work so they couldn't gain access (it was arranged to be done while I was away) and so now its another set back. This seems to happen with everything. Nothing ever goes smoothly or as easily as others say it is, I feel like I'm failing my children and I really don't know how much more I can take. I can't ring the crisis team, they don't help at all, last time they told me I was overreacting and should be grateful to the person who calls me stupid, crazy, psychotic etc. So I'd rather not repeat that experience. I know it's all little things but it's all built up to the point that I really can't cope with anymore and I have nowhere to turn.