To not be able to get close to others because of this?

[PumpkinDays]

Everyone assumes I am early to mid twenties.
I am actually 38. But not done any of the average stuff that people my age do. Single, still living at home, no kids, no step kids or second marriages etc. People believe I am a sweet young girl when in reality, I am probably older than them. Just a complete loser. I have chronic illnesses too one of which is commonly associated with older people which again makes me feel odd.
I've read threads where people my age have said they couldn't be friends with someone like me as they would feel on a different level, more mature compared to me and me unable to relate to them.
Because of that, people get close but I never let them get too close as I know people judge. Even the women at my job fuss over me like a kid as they assume I am one. Aibu to just feel so lonely and not know what to do about this?

But, illnesses aside, are you happy with your life? I mean, leaving aside other peoples’ opinions, as you understand or imagine them?

Why are you living at home? Is it by choice or through circumstance?

Like most single people on a low wage and living in an expensive area, I just can't afford to move out. Everyone my age who has done it has been able to do it through council housing or because of being in a couple.

Do you want to change your life, try to make friends or meet a partner.
Only you can make that first step.
Try the Bumble app. It's for both friendships and dating. Good luck xx