I'm exhausted, find most days a battle, am overworked, have too much stress, get bored by most things and most people - and think bloody hell im only 35 years in.
Constant emotional and/or physical tests is what life feels like. I'm not depressed (well I am but have been for many years, it's controlled and I have no intention of killing myself! I'm actually more content then have been in a long while)
But also don't have kids and think after a days week omg how does anyone go home to kids I just need peace.
I just don't think life has much point or substance and we are all just people that one day die and noone really cares.