TMI warning.
I'm waiting for an urgent referral for a colonoscopy, but due to waiting lists it's looking like it's going to take 6+ months.
I get flare ups of symptoms, at my worst I nearly fainted and was passing blood every 30 minutes. I was nearly hospitalised but it only lasted a few days. I've had two of these flare ups so far, a few months apart. In between these, I'm largely ok but get an upset stomach when I'm stressed.
I work from home 4 days a week, and go into the office once a week (we have no rules for how often we're expected to go in). I have a few in-person meetings coming up that are 2 hours away on the train. I also may have some travelling to do for work (meetings in Europe).
I've started developing anxiety when leaving the house as I'm terrified of getting a flare up of symptoms when I'm out and passing out on the floor of a public loo. I don't have any obvious triggers.
My GP thinks it is IBD (Crohn's or ulcerative colitis).
Do I need to just get on with things or should I speak to my manager about it?