I am in the middle of a terrible mental health episode. I've managed to scrape through Christmas and make sure I've kept it in check for the kids. They've had the best time. This has caused a massive mental strain on me and I'm absolutely physically and mentally drained. I really have nothing left.
Kids want to go to town to spend Christmas money. I don't really feel up to it and DH isn't offering to take them on his own. He says things like 'we should do things as a family while we're off' and 'you'll feel better if you get out' so I just feel guilty like I'll upsetting them if I don't go. I just can't. I'm at the point where I physically can't. But I will just have to suck it up as usual. I do things with the kids just me all the time. Why can't he just do it? AIBU??