Toxic home and need of a break - alone or with my child?

[Babibel]

Current situation: I live abroad in a cold country and I want to go to my homeland to see my mum. Husband is always awful and child (4.5 yrs old) imitates husband atm.
Question: should I go alone and enjoy some peace OR should I take my child with me to bond again and attempts to fix his behaviour?

Thank you for your advice💛

For sure. But I’m desperate right now. My son kicks me and yell at me. I’m feeling really the need to go away before I go completely insane. His dad talks to me like I’m a shit constantly. I’m so done

I think he might want to relocate. I’m from France.