I have diagnosed health anxiety. I take venaflaxine for it which sometimes works but I really struggle at Christmas.
Previously, I panicked at Christmas because my safety net of seeing a GP for health worries are closed.
However, now the worry is to a whole new level. I spend the whole of Christmas panicking that something awful will happen to one of us or my wonderful DC and that this will be our last Christmas together. It means I spend the whole of Christmas with an internal struggle to be happy on the outside and occasionally looking at my children and getting upset in case this awful thing happens.
Please help on ways to manage this! Anyone got any tips? Xx