I’m so sad and deflated today.
husbands unwell and toddler is so excited - trashing the place and not listening.
Christmas shopping isn’t finish. I’ve done 95% of it myself and all of the wrapping. Done the food shopping - thank fuck we’re going to PIL for Christmas dinner as the house is a shit hole. Loads of washing all over, mess all over and I couldn’t care less anymore.
im working this afternoon so don’t have much time to get organised today and finish the jobs I need to. But I just can’t be arsed.
why is there so much stress for 1 day of the year. I used to absolutely adore Christmas hut this year I hate it. I’ve got depression which is so much worse at the moment. I feel so lonely and sad.
I want to run away and hide for the next few days.