I've been on annual leave the last week, and since being away have had some test results back which has meant my GP has sent through an urgent hospital referral. I'm dreading going back to work on Monday as it will be all jovial as it's the last week before Christmas and I'm just not in the mood. I'm not sure how I'll be able to concentrate on my work, let alone join in with the Christmas things we do for fun like silly quizzes and activities.
Usually with doctor's appointments I ask my manager if I can log off for e.g. 1 hour and then make up the time, I then let my team know in advance. With this though, I don't know when the appointment will be and I don't know how long the appointment is or where it will be. I will also likely need a procedure in the next few weeks which will involve needing 1-2 days off.
I've had other health issues this year for an entirely different condition, so I'm worrying about asking for even more time off for another condition, and feel like they're going to lose patience with it all.
I know IABU to worry about this, and my manager would be mortified to know I"m worrying about this but I think all the anxiety about the appointment is being channelled into worrying about work.
I don't even know what I'm asking for, but I guess just reassurance that I can just mention to my manager that I need to give a heads up that I will need some time off soon, and ask if I can take it as annual leave or unpaid leave.