I feel like I have completely fallen out of love with my husband. I feel empty and emotionless when I am with him. We have 2 children together, 1 is 2 and a half the other is 7 weeks old.
He called our 7 week old a "fat c**t" because she was hungry a lot through the night when cluster feeding, if he bottle feeds our baby he balances the bottle in his arm so he can still plsy a game on his phone with his other hand so I just pick her up and feed her properly. He went to a work christmas party after working all day and knowing how much i was struggling with toddler and new born. After a massive argument about feeling like im forgotten he said he wasnt even fussed about going to the xmas party so i just feel like even though he wasnt bothered about going but still did and left me to struggle just sums up how little he cares.
He doesnt even pay attention to know the name of our sons nursery.
I just don't feel any love towards him now. Feel like a single parent anyway.