I was supposed to join a big group of friends to a Christmas glow event last night, and I was going to take DD who is only 6 months out. DH works night shifts so I have to take her.
I’m a FTM and I’m exhausted, DD has been a real handful the last week for some reason, I think maybe growth spurt and her sleeping is erratic so haven’t had much sleep.
I mentioned the day before yesterday that I might not be able to join because of this and i felt too tired to drive, you can’t get there without a car and I don’t want to risk driving tired.
anyway I cancelled, it didn’t affect the rest of the group going but one of the group of friends said to me that it would have been nice for me to take DD, and that I should have come anyway, and when I explained again how tired I am she said “ok fine” and put the phone down.
now I feel guilty and like maybe I’m letting DD down by not going and just feel crap. AIBU to not go? they all still went so it’s not like I affected their evening that much.