A spectacular waste of my (new GP surgery) time is insisting I come in F2F before they’ll dispense my meds.
The ones that are done under Shared Care with CMHT, who I’m also having long term therapy with and have a CPN. Every CMHT appointment other than therapy is over the phone. Every 12 weeks with Psych, every 4 weeks with CPN.
There is literally fuck all the GP can do for me other than dispense my meds in a timely fashion with the correct doses/amounts on.
In the last 5 months, I’ve seen 5 different GPs. So there’s no continuity of care anyway, they also have no power to change my meds. I get grilled each time and frankly I’m not willing to discuss my issues, the first two times I tried, the judgey attitude of “why are you taking these” (because a Psych prescribed them?) unless they fancy block booking me an afternoon. And even then they’d get the Spark Notes version.
I have to run the gauntlet of calling at 8am (whilst I’m commuting) for a same day appointment (pre bookable doesn’t exist here, not even when the GPs are insisting on seeing me). 50+ calls every morning, for 10 days - I have to start trying to get an app 2 weeks before it’s actually due and even then, I haven’t managed it.
Result? I’ve been without my meds every month, for anywhere between 3-10 days. They have horrific withdrawal effects due to a short half life. It’s dangerous. This immediately impacts my ability to function and has had a snowball effect, to the point I’m now signed off work as I had the Crisis Team out last week.
Not once in 3.5 years of being under CMHT/previous GP have I ever gone even a day without my meds. It’s been constant here.
And no, the pharmacy can’t give me a few because they’re controlled drugs. Receptionists don’t seem to grasp that.
CMHT are pissed off as they’ve now had to start writing (as in hand writing) my scripts and posting them to the pharmacy as of this month.
And their SM is constantly wanging on about “have patience” “we are short staffed”.
It’s hard to have patience when you’re in withdrawal from GABA medications/have no beta blockers/no antipsychotics so you aren’t sleeping/shaking/sweating/brain zaps/HR of over 150/etc. I don’t take them for fucking fun.