In 2019, due to paranoid delusions and hearing voices I was prescribed Olanzapine. This helped with the psychotic symptoms, but I ended up putting on loads of weight and became morbidly obese due to the medication increasing my appetite. When I was on Olanzapine, my periods also became very irregular. Early 2021, the GP gradually helped me come off Olanzapine and switched me to Aripiprazole. I've gone down two dress sizes, but haven't lost anymore weight. I also feel quite tired all the time and find it hard to concentrate on reading books for long periods which I love- although I have managed to listen to audiobooks. The last twelve years of my life have been ruined by mental illness and antidepressants. In the past, I've been prescribed Citalopram but that gave me sleeping problems, then Mirtazapine but that made me sleepy all the time and I put on weight on that. Then I tried Fluoxetine, but that made me feel really wired and jittery. Then for a few years I was on Sertraline and I lost weight while on that. I've tried Slimming World in the past and lost weight on it, but there is no group meetings near enough to me anymore. I am also so big that I've become really self-conscious about starting to go to the gym, that I'll get ridiculed and shamed there. Maybe if I come off the Aripiprazole, I'll feel better. I work and spend most of the time on my feet walking around and carrying things. The GP suggested I just walk more, but I'm so tired from work most days, that I'm too tired to do any exercise, especially alongside the medication. Maybe the best way forward is getting a gastric bypass or gastric sleeve surgery. I just feel like I'm barely living life.