I applied for a job I was (and am) not fully qualified for in the spring of 2021. Basically I really wanted the job, and I thought I could do it despite not having all the required diplomas (I'm smart, and I have held a similar position in an adjacent field).
Because of staff shortages and a lack of qualified applicants, I was hired on a temporary contract, which makes sense. Anyway, it turns out I was right and I've been doing well according to feedback from colleagues and clients. My colleagues now really want me to stay because we get along, work well together, and it is quite a complex role so it would be months before any new person (however qualified they may be) would feel comfortable and settled.
Unfortunately all this time my manager has been kind of holding out for a fully qualified person to come along. No one has so far, but he keeps indicating my time there is limited and he does not expect I'll be there longterm, bla bla. Meanwhile, I've invested lots of extra unpaid hours to learn about the field, master new skills etc, and I am starting to feel like an idiot for doing so. I'd definitely be willing to go back to school & take the required courses in order to become fully qualified, but I'd have to actually follow a programme which would mean I'd need time off during the day. And I'm not getting that because of staff shortages - they need me all day, every day. I think my employer thinks the shortages will just magically disappear soon and he won't have to invest in me at all, and meanwhile I'll do the work and keep the company afloat.
AIBU to think that by now I deserve better, and my manager should let me take the course?