So for as long as I can remember my parents have always tried to guilt trip me into things they feel "reflect badly" on them, I wasn't allowed to pick my subjects in school and when I didn't do the best (although did pass and get enough for university entrance) they spent months telling me I was disappointment, when I dropped out of uni because I wasn't happy they told me I would never go anywhere in life, when I got married my mother refused to share any photos saying I looked fat and there's many other examples.
I have a little sister who's alot younger then me so I've always kept contact for her sake. But she's now old enough for us to have our own relationship without them. I want to go NC as I've had enough of how they make me feel, I get so worked up when I have to talk to them. But I feel so guilty when I think of going NC, so how do you go NC and deal with the feelings of guilt?