It's supporting pmld students (profound and multiple learning difficulties). 95% of the class are wheelchair users, they are lovely and I'm proud to be able to support them.
However I've been doing it for a few weeks now and I still struggle with the moving and handling side of it, the transfers from one chair to another, using slings, putting them in the right places, all the different belts, buckles, straps etc. To fasten on each chair, as well as the manual handling of equipment.
I have always struggled with physical tasks like this and have sometimes wondered if I have dyspraxia.
I'm much slower than the permanent staff and they're being polite about it but I can see them being frustrated inside.
Sometimes it's ok but generally I find it stressful and overwhelming.
It's supply work so I don't have to give notice (though a few days would be courteous)
I feel bad on the students and would miss them, but I don't know if I can do this until Christmas.
Also can feel my back aching with constant bending down and lifting.
There are 2 of us agency staff in the room, and I feel like the other one can use her initiative so much more, is constantly asking how she can help out, arrives way before the start of the day etc.
They said I was doing a great job but I can see how I'd look rubbish in comparison now.
Should I look for another role? Thanks