i feel completely awful. really in need a a hug, some comfort. feel all alone..... (dh not a source of any comfort, so please dont suggest speaking to him about it.)
ds at home recovering from operatin. all he is doing is sittingin front of telly, watching crappy carttons on channels like cartoon network. stuff like fairly odd paretns, spongebob squarepants etc. he is 10. everytime i llook at his face, i feel upset. and he keeps bleeding from nose, where he had the op. and i want to cry everytiem i see it. he is a nightmare to try and get to take his medicines, most are nose drops.
ive been stuck in the house for days. its a tip. he wont eat anything. unless its sweets and chocolates. all i am doing is mumsenetting. done barely any housework. no work work, even though i am supposed ot make some phone calls. gltc wont let me pay with dh card. and letterbox keep asking me for start date. sodding maestro dont do a start date.
so should i get my act together, be grateful for what i have etc, or do i have a case for feeling down.