Really need some help with this. I'm completely lost on what to do.
I really want to go, this is a big thing in our history and I have the upmost respect for the Queen.
But because of my weight (30st) and not being able to walk far, I doubt I'd be able to handle the physical side of it. I am working on my fitness levels, but I can't walk more than 15-30 meters without having to stop / sit down. I also have mental health issues that would be affected by attending, such as social anxiety. It's not just being in the event, but also the level of people that will be there. I struggle with anything more than 5 ish people in an area at once. Although, I've recently pushed this to around 15 people by attending a local mental health group.
Even getting there, I've checked flights, it's affordable but how busy the airport and other areas, would be even puts me off.
Officially on the long term sick.
Don't have any sort of disability badge or blue badge.
Living in the North East, UK.
Think it's worth me going? Or should I just settle for watching the funeral via tv on Monday? (And continue to watch the live stream / follow the events).
Even typing this has caused an anxiety attack... ha! :/
Also, am I even allowed on here? (as I'm male?). You know, 'mums' net... ?
Thank you for reading,
Gary