To really not be enjoying motherhood atm

[Sunflowerseedsx]

I don’t know if it’s because it’s the holidays, but I just have this constant feeling of not enjoying mother hood at all.

I have DS 7 & 1.5, the youngest is just a hurricane, into anything and everything and I genuinely need eyes in the back of my head.

I very nearly dread the days I’m not at work where I have to entertain them both, or just the youngest when oldest is at school, I have no enjoyment in the youngests baby clubs he is enrolled in, everything just seems an utter chore.

I can’t seem to shake the feeling so just wondered if anyone else has ever felt similar

I hated that age. I know a lot of people prefer the toddler stage to the newborn, but honestly, there were many times when I would have liked to hand my children over at about 13 months and get them back at 4.

He’s so funny, and cute and I hate myself for saying it but I seem to be looking forward to him going to preschool

My toddler is 16 months. He doesn't talk. He throws kicks bites and pinches last week he threw a phone at my TV and broke the screen (he does all of this happy not angry by the way ) the only thing he's interested in with me Is shoving food in my mouth, playing with my hair and singing nursery rhymes. I'm looking forward to 2. Minus the tantrums. Lol.