I was unwell a few months back, which in turn caused me to massively spiral into a depressive state and since then I just can't seen to get on top of stuff at work.
I work in a healthcare role, but not the NHS, and part of my role includes seeing clients. Some of my colleagues roles are wholly seeing clients. Since I came back from illness, I haven't had many appointments with clients. That's one way in which I'm failing. I suppose I could be proactive and ask colleagues who are overwhelmed with demand to offload some of their clients on me.
I'm so, so bogged down with the feeling of inadequacy. I used to be good at what I did and now I can barely cope and most tasks are met with dread. I used to love my job, but now I am really struggling to get that feeling back just because I'm doing so badly.